all right this is fine!!!!! one of my oldest and closest internet friends doesnt wanna fuckening talk to me and shes just interactingw  me out of obligation / because she pities me and no one in my inner circle Actually enjoys talking to me!!!!!!!! everyone that isnt janus blake or riley is pulling away little by little and theres nothing i can do apparently!!!!!!!!!! ppl unfriend and softblock me w no warning no one responds to me on twitter and  i thought i was safe there!!!!! they just fav my tweets to shut me up and then theyre done w it!!!!!! 

HONESTLY if i didnt live to entertain id have cut ties w all my interweb friends ad maybe some irl ones too and left to make new ones long ago and seeing my luck w interpersonal relationships, been doomed to repeat this same cycle inevitably :)

 also hey protip if you dont like me tell me why and then leave dont stick around and ignore / placate me just to like spare my feelings or whatever i can take it lol and if you assume otherwise youre a goddamn fool and you rlly dont know me at all!!!!!!!! haha!